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Hatch for “Katie’s Ladies,” due out this fall/winter

June 23, 2018 By Andy Nixon Leave a Comment

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Prologue – Tainted

“It is best not to exist at all.” H P Lovecraft

Albert staggered out of the jailhouse, leaving behind several friends still wallowing in the stinking, urine-splattered box that had been his Hell for what seemed like forever. Friends from the underground community had put up his bail, but not before he was raped, sodomized, and beaten in the dank, overcrowded, holding cell.

Sunday night began with a promise of good times, another night of drinking, dancing, and fun, but in the blink of an eye, a heavy knock on the rustic mahogany front door turned his life upside down and his future inside out. In a heartbeat, that night became the death knell he always feared would happen. Monday’s Pittsburgh Daily Post newspaper would shout the scandalous breakup of a homosexual dating ring.

His once expertly-pressed, midnight blue suit hung on him, crumpled and in disarray. Blood from his puffy lip caked on his face and clothing. Soft Argentine leather shoes scuffed and untied graced his feet. Laces had been removed by jailers, and socks missing. The usually nattily-dressed Albert Lhormer stumbled numbly out of the stinking jailhouse and into the crisp night atmosphere. He sucked in the black, putrid Pittsburgh air until his lungs burned. His arms gesticulated to hail a Pullman taxi.

“Drive me to Clairton.”

The middle-aged driver chewed for a moment then spat a wad of tar-colored tobacco juice onto the brick street. Using the back of his hand, he wiped away a trickle of dark spittle that ran down his chin as he coaxed the filthy sedan’s engine to life. “Gonna cost ya’ Buster, ta’ go way the hell out there. With all the rain this week, that River Road is a bitch, and I gotta come back wit’ no fare.”

The salty taste of tears dampened Albert’s cheeks and touched his tongue as he slid onto the well-used upholstered rear seat of the Model-T Ford. Inside the hack the misty night air outside turned to a musty smell of a wet towel that had dried a large dog. He gagged, but managed to utter, “Don’t worry about the fare, Sir, just get me to Clairton.

The exhausted passenger did not want to return to his residence in Pittsburgh. He knew reporters would be waiting for him there, hungry to hear salacious details.

Albert shivered in the back seat of the unheated hack, contemplating his possibilities for the future. Pulling the overcoat tightly around his slight frame, he peered out the partially open window at the low-hanging clouds, knowing the fate that awaited him.

The blackness hovered, a silky mixture of soot, smoke, and rainclouds. Street lamps cast a thick, gray, gloomy bubble around the cab. A light drizzle gave the lamps an aura that might have seemed beautiful on any other evening, but this night would end badly. Of that Albert was certain.

Upon arrival at his destination Albert paid the cabbie the hefty fare, plus a generous tip. He did not look after the car as it made a U-turn in the middle of the empty street, splashed puddles, and chugged away into the blackness. The hack rumbled down the St. Clair Avenue grade toward State Street and the rutted River Road that led back to Pittsburgh.

Albert fished keys from the pocket of his overcoat, unlocked the door of the Clairton Savings and Loan, and trudged up to his office. Not bothering to light a fire for warmth, he instead lit the kerosene lamp on his desk, pulled out pen and paper and began to write his last confession. Had his eyes held any tears, they surely would have fallen to dampen the parchment, but he had nothing left to weep.

It took over an hour to compose the letter. When finally finished, he lifted his favorite book from his desk shelf. The Children of the Night, by Edgar Arlington Robinson, dog-eared and well-read, spoke to him. He felt a kinship with the subject of the poem. Tucking his own composition inside the book alongside his favorite verse, he silently recited the poem to himself:

Whenever Richard Corey went downtown,
We people on the pavement looked at him:
He was a gentleman from sole to crown,
Clean favored and imperially slim.

Without looking down, the beleaguered businessman retrieved a pistol from the top desk drawer.

And he was always quietly arrayed,
And he was always human when he talked,
But still he fluttered pulses when he said,
“Good Morning,” and he glittered when he walked.

Placing a cartridge in each of the chambers of the gun, he smiled wryly, realizing he only needed one bullet to complete the task. With a single puff of breath, he snuffed the flame in the lamp, closed his eyes, and lifted pistol.

And he was rich—yes, richer than a king,
And admirably schooled in every grace:
In fine we thought he had everything
To make us wish that we were in his place.

The steel revolver rose slowly until, clamped in his trembling hand, the icy cold barrel’s tip imprinted against the warm flesh of his temple. All the courage needed to complete the task emanated from within as he summoned his index finger to complete the contract he’d made with himself.

So on we worked and waited for the light,
And went without the meat and cursed the bread;
And Richard Cory one calm summer night,
Went home and put a bullet in his head.

At precisely 3:30 a.m. his finger squeezed the trigger as his last words, “Forgive me, Katie” evaporated into a deafening roar that split the late-night stillness, then followed by nothing but a ghastly silence.

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